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This How Partying Saved My Life

by Ruben Farias

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    A 7-song EP that is about drinking beer and close calls.

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1.
Girl, I've been trying to let you know that I'm trying to let you go--because I'm already gone. I've been trying to let you know that I'm trying to let you go--because I'm already gone. When I look in your eyes, I could tell you really love me. But when you look at mine, you can't find the same thing. And it's not fair to you. And it's not fair to me. I'm still lying next to you, and I don't know what I should do cause i don't want you. X4
2.
Homegirl 02:31
On Friday when we wake up, we should go out of town. I don't care where we end up, as long as you're around We'll drink with all the people there--we'll stay kinda late. We'll stay the weekend, I don't care--or go further away When I'm with you, I'm Home. I want to show you the world, the parts I've never seen. I guess I could go all alone, but what fun would that be? Someday we'll wake up and go our separate ways. The only constant in my life is, 'nothing gold can stay.' When I'm with you, I'm home.
3.
My friends, they're trying to get me out of bed. All I do is sleep all day long. My boss told me I've lost a step or two. If I don't pick it up, I'm gone Everybody hates when you're gone. X3 Everybody. Everybody. My bartender knows when you're not around. He sees the wreckage everyday. This club I play at seems to know the sounds of when there's nothing in my veins. Everybody hates when you're gone. X3 Everybody. Everybody. I just wanna wreck this stage tonight and pretend everything's alright. But if you walk in, I wouldn't know where to begin. I would probably set my self in flames...celebrate what we overcame. but you're gone Everybody hates when you're gone. X3 Everybody. Everybody.
4.
I know I'm done with you for tonight girl. My Night Girl. It's not because I know you're just as lost as me. It's not because my existence makes you angry. It's not because you launched a beer bottle at me. It's not because you called my best friend a pussy. I know I'm done with you for tonight girl. My Night Girl. It's not because you smoked all of my sister's weed. It's not because you drank right through our rent money. It's not because you spent the whole night trying to fight me. It's not because you smashed my guitar into smithereens. I know I'm done with you for tonight girl. My Night Girl. But I'll still love you tomorrow.
5.
Time To Die 03:33
I found a dime as I walked by. That's when I knew it's time to die. I took it to the bar but they didn't want to let me in. They said I've had too many since the last time I confessed my sins. I thought it was in confidence. I found a dollar later on, so I went back to sing some songs. But my guitar betrayed me. It was playing songs I used to know. About the time you first said hello. About the time I watched you go. I'm smiling because my drink is cold. I just want to die along, so get out. I just want to live alone, so get out. I just want to drink alone, so get out. I just want to sleep alone, so get out. It's time to die. It's time to die. I have the next two days off. It's time to die. It's time to die. I have the next two days off. It's time to die. It's time to die. I have the next two days off. It's time to die. It's time to die. I have the next two days off. I just want to die along, so get out. I just want to live alone, so get out. I just want to drink alone, so get out. I just want to sleep alone, so get out.
6.
Note To Self 02:32
How could you have let it? Look at you--you're so pathetic. In a time you could've saved it you watched in get annihilated. I don't care about you no more. I don't care about you no more. I don't care about you no more. This is a note to self. This is a note to self. For me, and no one else. She tried real hard to save you. You're the one she came to rescue. You couldn't even find the value. The truth denied will always haunt you. I don't care about you no more. I don't care about you no more. I don't care about you no more. This is a note to self. This is a note to self. For me, and no one else.
7.
I just got fired today, it's all good. That job was boring anyway. I don't know what to do. I guess I'll sit around and plot out my next move. Because I'm not trying to waste up all my days. I just can't comprehend, I kinda wish that my alarm was still set at six AM. I don't wanna go. I don't wanna go. I don't wanna go. It's fucking scary out there. I know that nothing I say sounds true, but it's not a lie and I've been drinking since after two, and I wanna die. This was us every Friday, and I'm over it. This is how partying saved my life. This is how partying saved my life. This is how partying saved my life.

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released August 14, 2017

All tracks recorded/mixed/mastered by Daddy J Fez
Album cover artwork by Ruby Avila
Mural on album cover by Manuel "RAID" Zamudio

Boom Bap Masterpiece Records

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My name is Ruben Farias, and I'm about to sing y'all some mfkn songs!!!

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